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Johnnifer reacted to Queen Esther in Dream of PARADISE ❤
Paradise Dream........
A wonderful evening is taking place in paradise and you are taking a quiet stroll after dinner. The last bit of sun rays from the sunset have scattered across the sky and you notice a young couple in love holding hands and walking in a gorgeous trail. Eager to find out more about your surroundings, you begin to walk in rock steps to explore new areas when suddenly..
A Siberian tiger jumps out of nowhere and lands just inches from you! His paralyzing roar is so intense but so thrilling at the same time! You can hear the sound of monkeys chattering everywhere and children swinging in a tree swing above a hill. Did you ever imagine a life like this one? You continue walking with boundless energy and when you arrive at your destination, your eyes behold a spectacular panoramic view. One of your friends has built a tree house on top of a coral cliff!
And it has a cute little rope stair so you can climb back up after enjoying a nice swim. There are so many dolphins under the crystal clear water and a big blue whale is lurking nearby. And look! There is another tree house with tiki torches by the sand and another house surrounded by palm trees! The waves are much calmer, the water is warmer, it is such a peaceful and serene environment. You greet your friend with a brief hug and both of you immediately run to the beach water!
You swim with the dolphins and whales and you play with them over and over again, filling your heart with so much joy. It is now getting late and one by one, JehovahÂ’s beautiful army of stars begin to twinkle in the sky. A cascading waterfall coming down from a nearby mountain soothes your ears and you can see living organisms glowing in the water.
Another unforgettable day has taken place and another day filled with thrilling memories. But just when you thought nothing could ever top the intense joy you are feeling at this moment, your friend, holding back tears, informs you that your loved ones who fell asleep in dead will finally come back to life tomorrow. When you go to bed tonight, think about the bright future that lies ahead of you. When you pull the covers up over you, see yourself in a brand New World.
And when you begin to close your eyes and drift off to sleep, imagine spending a night like this one, admiring and enjoying Jehovah's creations for the rest of your eternal life.
Dream of Paradise.
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Johnnifer reacted to Bible Speaks in Video – Dance today! Keep Smiling! ☺️?????☺️
Dance today! Keep Smiling!
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Johnnifer reacted to Queen Esther in "What the caterpillar calls the end... GOD calls the butterfly" ;-)) and a video !
But both are coming from JEHOVAH  so many different caterpillar's and so many butterflies - but both are beautiful, I think so....  Look the nice pictures of ALL  I post it 'step by step' and it takes some min. !  - Lastly the butterflies.....
Swallowtail Caterpillar
cecropia.....
Weird-caterpillar... but funny     A little bit like a tiny snake...
A Caterpilar without eyes.... but original
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Johnnifer reacted to Ann O'Maly in I'm 24, I'm Gay, I'm a Virgin, I'm Your Brother, and I'm Very Scared & Alone
I'm very sorry you are going through this, @ImStrugglingBad, but please be assured you are not alone. I'm also very sorry about the close friends you've lost. But I'm glad you have had some understanding and support from the congregation - not everyone gets that.
It's worrying that the stress and depression has reached levels so that you want to self-harm. Please, please contact a suicide prevention helpline if you are getting these urges.
https://suicidepreventionlifeline.org/help-yourself/lgbtq/
http://oneloveallequal.org/2016/08/24/self-harm-hotlines/
As I said, you are not alone. You might like to read stories of those who have been struggling as you have.
http://www.jwhc.info/a-personal-story.php -This site has a private forum where you may find support from fellow gay JWs. I don't know the quality or vibe of the forum, so you'll have to figure out for yourself whether it's a healthy and comfortable place to be.
There's also this person's experience you might like to read: http://jwfacts.com/watchtower/blog/gay-jw-hardship.php
You are valuable, wanted, and loved. There will be a way through this. Please hang in there. (((Internet hugs)))
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Johnnifer reacted to ImStrugglingBad in I'm 24, I'm Gay, I'm a Virgin, I'm Your Brother, and I'm Very Scared & Alone
This is totally not something I would do. But I'm doing it because I need help. I need to live. I don't know if I can anymore.
That having been said, I'm completely terrified of who I am and why I am the way I am. I'm afraid of the fears and doubts I have in my mind. I try my best not to be angry at myself or Jehovah. I have a family that loves me, a congregation that's patient with me. I know that, from a logical point of view, they wouldn't care if I told them the truth about me. I haven't acted on my desires about anything (besides pornography, i'll get to that later. it's not serious) But I'm afraid everything will change. I love my family, I can't lose them. But I still feel completely alone. Every time somebody says something about gay people, my heart hurts. I always try to explain to friends and family that "gay people don't necessarily choose why they feel that way." I tell them "if you were gay and the only experience you had with Christianity was the hateful, bigoted garbage you see in Christendom, what would your perspective be?" I appreciate the fact the brothers have released watchtower articles about brothers and sisters who've struggled and successfully overcome these issues.
Last year, I recently relapsed with my pornography addiction. Of course, I admitted it. It wasn't even something I needed to be reproved for or anything. I told them the truth. It was hard, but they comforted me. Since that period last year, I've become so incredibly discouraged that I can hardly make it to the meetings. Door to door has become non-existent, and I get my field service time in through return visits and studies. My Dad is the Coordinator, and he's been absolutely great to me. That having been said, I feel like I've been drawing further and further away from the congregation and Jehovah. I pray to him several times a day, deeply. But it just gets harder and harder. I found myself looking at (very minor) forms of sexualized images again. It's an addiction I use to cope, but I hate it. I'm afraid and alone and every single part of me is fighting this. I'm exhausted. I'm burnt out. I'm discouraged. I'm depressed.
Part of me just wants a relationship. I just want intimacy. It doesn't need to be sexual even. I had a friend I could talk to about anything. He killed himself 2 years ago just before being DF'd for drug abuse. That really messed with my head. I went through a period where I was cutting myself every night. I drank just before I got drunk almost every night. I was so alone.
One of my best friends left the organization and it killed me. He told me I was part of the reason for it, because I was critical of his actions. Apparently I didn't love him enough. I was crushed.
These events have made me questions whether it's worth it, whether this is the truth at all. I know it is, but I find myself drifting further and further away. Even though I pray and try so hard, it just gets more difficult. Please, please help me
I suppose my question, then, is if anyone else has gone through this, and what they feel?
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Johnnifer reacted to The Librarian in ISIS Kills a JW Sister in Finland Terror Attack
One of them was a 23 year old sister at her witnessing cart, she was stabbed in the throat and died very soon thereafter :
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Johnnifer reacted to Bible Speaks in Advertise, Advertise, Advertise, the King ? and His Kingdom! ???? JW.ORG ????
Advertise, Advertise, Advertise, the King ? and His Kingdom!
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Tap on Link for Video – Enjoy!
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Johnnifer reacted to Queen Esther in ALL HUMANS IN OUR WORLD NEED A REGULAR DOSE OF THAT !
ALL HUMANS IN OUR WORLD NEED A REGULAR DOSE OF THAT ! Then we had more LOVE & PEACE
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Johnnifer got a reaction from Bible Speaks in Never say you are busy! – UPBUILDING STORY! – ??
Beautifull. Thanks
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Johnnifer reacted to Queen Esther in Photo of the month !! Thats really true brotherly LOVE ❤
PHOTO OF THE MONTH !!
A BROTHER OF ISRAEL HUGS AND UNTIL KISS TO ANOTHER PALESTINIAN BROTHER IN THE LAST ASSEMBLY THAT GATHERED BROTHERS OF ARAB AND ISRAELI COMMUNITIES.
WHAT PLANET PEOPLE GET THIS ??
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Johnnifer reacted to Bible Speaks in Little Things Mean A lot! ? ? ?
Do You Notice What Others Do?
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Yes, and so does Jehovah! He notices what we do. Hence, as imitators of God, we should be alert to recognize the efforts of others. (Ephesians 5:1) Why not take a closer look at the challenges your fellow Christians face in order to attend congregation meetings, to engage in the field ministry, even to go about their daily life?
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Then, let your fellow worshipers of Jehovah know that you appreciate their efforts. They will be glad that you noticed, and your concern may serve to reassure them that Jehovah notices too.
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Those who had been through the toughest times, would understand the beauty of the simplest things. — Enjoy those simple things today! Those bigger things can rest!
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You will find more joy in life looking at those simple things! Lean upon Jehovah, pray, he cares for you! Say I give you all my burdens Jehovah and let go! You will be surprised how blessed you will feel! Yes appreciate the little things, these are made for our smiles and enjoyment!
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Share this with all going through hard times. Support each other! The burdens are light, and in time will be a thing of the past! Look ahead and keep focused on the prize! Soon!
Share, Care and Say in Prayer!
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Johnnifer reacted to Queen Esther in BREAKING NEWS | Russian Supreme Court to Hear Appeal on Monday, 17. JULY 2017
News Alerts
BREAKING NEWS | Russian Supreme Court to Hear Appeal on Monday, 17. July !
On Monday, July 17, 2017 a three-judge panel will consider the appeal of the Russian Supreme Court’s April 20. decision against Jehovah’s Witnesses. Further updates about the hearing will be provided using this new breaking news feature. Please pray for our brothers and sisters in Russia. Regardless of the outcome, we are confident that Jehovah has all matters in hand and the nations will know that he is Jehovah.–Ezekiel 38:23.
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Johnnifer reacted to Queen Esther in 102 Years Old and still Street -Witnessing. This is Sister Mary, WOW !!
102 Years Old and still Street -Witnessing. This is Sister Mary, WOW !!
This is so encouraging in a world of hate and violence toward our loving God Jehovah...
Sister, you are a great example of faith and love for Jehovah and Jesus
May Jehovah bless you still longer, Sister Mary
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Johnnifer reacted to Queen Esther in RUSSIAN CONGREGATION. - THEIR ROOM HAS BEEN CLOSED BY THE AUTHORITIES ;-(
RUSSIAN CONGREGATION. - THEIR ROOM HAS BEEN CLOSED BY THE AUTHORITIES ;-(
AND ITS FORBIDDEN NOW TO MEET IN PRIVATE HOMES... poor Brothers
Jehovah is watching ALL !!
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Johnnifer reacted to The Librarian in BECOME JEHOVAH'S FRIEND SONGS | “This Is the Way” (Song 54)
In what way can you listen to God’s voice and walk in Jesus’ footsteps?
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Johnnifer got a reaction from Queen Esther in That is beautiful and a great idea for our Bible ❤ (also as present)
Queen Esther, where die you see thuis cover? On pinterest or else? Greetings jennifer
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Johnnifer got a reaction from Lawrence Mckee in That is beautiful and a great idea for our Bible ❤ (also as present)
Me too queen esther. Here jn Hollsnd lots of sisters want it ?
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Johnnifer got a reaction from Queen Esther in That is beautiful and a great idea for our Bible ❤ (also as present)
Its nice though
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Johnnifer got a reaction from Queen Esther in That is beautiful and a great idea for our Bible ❤ (also as present)
and the minibible is not in dutch either
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Johnnifer got a reaction from Queen Esther in That is beautiful and a great idea for our Bible ❤ (also as present)
Me too queen esther. Here jn Hollsnd lots of sisters want it ?
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Johnnifer got a reaction from Martina Vlegels in Nieuwe nederlandse bijbel vrijgegeven vandaag! ???????
Zo super gaaf. Ben hem al aan het lezen. Net een goed boek zo makkelijk leest het. Je begrijpt veel beter wat er staat. Kijk maar eens naar hooglied. ??
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Johnnifer reacted to Queen Esther in Nieuwe nederlandse bijbel vrijgegeven vandaag! ???????
@Johnnifer .... Geniet van je nieuwe Bijbel, lieve Johnnifer ;-)
En bedankt voor je mooie reactie !
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Johnnifer got a reaction from Queen Esther in Nieuwe nederlandse bijbel vrijgegeven vandaag! ???????
Zo super gaaf. Ben hem al aan het lezen. Net een goed boek zo makkelijk leest het. Je begrijpt veel beter wat er staat. Kijk maar eens naar hooglied. ??