Why you keep sending messages to members? I don't live in Indonesia. I've seen members telling you how to get information at JW.ORG like @Nicoleor @Queen Estherand seems you probably have a mental problem to understand that since keep telling the same story and asking the same question . By means of this I'm requesting @admin to block your account as a spammer.
If you are going to Indonesia, go and do what you have to do. You are affraid of feeling strange? As you mentioned on your message. Don't be affraid, don't be a coward, Jesus told his followers to behave like MEN.