Patiently waiting for Truth

I am seriously looking for TRUTH. Yes I do feel lost in the wilderness. 

But, when Jerusalem was about to be destroyed (70C.E) didn't some return 'home' there, only to perish when the Romans slaughtered them. They returned to Jerusalem because they lost their faith in Almighty God and in the words of Jesus. And therefore they died through lack of faith.

I do not lack faith in Almighty God or in Jesus Christ. But I do lack immediate direction. However, at this moment in time, I would not return to the Jehovah's Witnesses Org.  In my opinion that Org will be either made clean or destroyed. Either way, right now I would not want to be part of it. 

I also do not pay any attention to those on here that condemn me to death or tell me that I have no hope left.  

My faith is not in earthling man. My faith in Almighty God through Jesus Christ.